firstly my blog aint meant to provoke anyone out there. if i did, i'm sorry. but wadeva, if u realli think u noe mi tat well, ask urself. wad do u noe bout mi, my family, what i'm going thru or even my life? u noe nothing.

secondly, if u think telling last min decisions or not even informing before hand is wad a good fren does, den i realli realli realli realli dun get it.

thirdly, if u mistake the person i'm tokin about, den i've no words for it when u think u're tat person but in fact i'm toking bout someone else. n did i mention it was u?

forthly, if i like voicing out my thoughts, den i wun bother having a blog.





it's all cultural difference. if u dun noe who/wad i'm toking about, den ask.






okie, sunday will be a sad day. when u have to force urself to smile when it's not a joyous occasion.





i've dcn paper tml. sian.





realli enjoyed my days these few days though u suck at some moments. blehs. i love you. *muacks. shall blog again soon.

I LOVE ADRIANO! CHOW CHOW!~ wahaha.

aites, things to blog:

i almost know how to cycle properly.

mochi n berry undergo a surgery bout a few ago.

fei fei almost bit mi when i'm tryin to feed her.

flip's room is being upgraded n he's sleeping like a pig.

blahs.

it's going to rain soon.






anyway planned a surprised bday celebration for xf. but dunno she awill flare up not. duhs.

anyway if u take offence of my blog, den i suggest u stop readin at this point.





sometimes i feel stupid paying a sum of money for a gift which i've not seen, known or even contributed. but wadeva wadeva, that's the way the things are done by them. n surprisingly they can even leave someone out of the gift list. i mean the least u could do is ensure everyone's is like sort of involve rite? when u buy gifts, at least ask for some suggestion from the others wad. if not it's like, gifts n ideas are all by u, the rest are just helpin u pay the other amounts u dun wan to afford exceed ur own budget. HAH! think lah. u think everyone's so rich to contribute ten bucks everytime on someone's bday? pls lah, i'm not a rich gal living in a rich city with rich parents lah.





seemingly, ppl are juz as narrow minded as i tot they were. taking offence to wadeva i blog. for god's sake, THIS IS A BLOG. n A BLOG IS MEANT FOR U TO WRITE WADEVA U WAN.






yest sucks. i flare up went i went to enyouth. curse tat woman. n while on the train, with a pervertic asshole diggin his nose, den fartin, n den sitting beside of u, n then smile at u when u alight? fuck off man.






sometimes i think, is it realli necessary to treat everyone good when u'll be taken for granted/get bully anyways? i had been thinking, looking, observing everyone's action. there's bound to be one coa, who everyone loves her. a bug who everyone hates. some anti-social ppl, some who juz get so involved wif the coa n are falling for her etc. and then there're these ppl who pretend to be frenly n backstab u on the way.

so many things i've encountered. too much things tat i juz cant let go. sometimes maybe memories aint tat wonderful after all. especially at points when u start to compare life before n ur current life. getting hit down over n over again n u have to climb back up no matter wad coz u noe ppl out there are juz tryin to take u down. saying mean n hurtful things. n u noe, u've to face it coz tat is den reality. 'dreams are my reality'. yea, tat is true.

sometimes i realli hope to go back till years ago, where i dun have to worry bout someone so much. n have someone to realli crap with. someone to acc mi to my bed, watch tv wif mi at night, cook for mi etc.

sometimes i juz wish tat u'll appear when i'm down n give mi a hug. but u never appeared once. never.




when nothing works out, maybe u juz have to end things to get things rite. all these headaches n insomnia is killing mi.

saw jinkok. things seems well with him. maybe circumstances can change someone.

i juz wan to be able to sleep properly/well when even medicine dun work.

dun give mi ur word if u cant do it. maybe it doesnt mean a thing to u but it simply upsets mi.

niahahaks. i'm finally back. but yea, things aint so great wif them. but it's superbly great with him. saw too many ppl recently. saw kiwi, bernice, yaowei, weiwen etc at unexpected places. wad can i say? the world is small. hahas.





it's dumb to say u cherish everything when indeed u dun. hahs! contradicting.






maybe it's time to make another outing. but seems like everytime the outing fails coz not everyone can come n it's onli the same few ppl over n over again. but things happen for a reason. dun they? hahas.






maybe i'm over sensitive or something. an undescriptable feeling. blah3. but tat how i feel. n yea, it's nothing now. nothing ever matters as long as the sky dun fall, the sea dun flood.






so now i thank my student cum bro(u noe who u r). haha. if u're readin, thanks alot for letting vent my anger on u. i realli appreciate it.





ziqi, if u reading this msg mi. tell mi when u'll be free. maybe i'll organise a kbox/partyworld outing. hahas. or maybe let's find a place to chill out. tsk tsk.





surprisingly, i still miss her. ahh. wth. this isnt good is it?





adriano's out!!! BIG FUCK! my dear adriano. tsk tsk.





i love chow chow.





shall be back to blog soon. too much to say.

mochi dumpling sucks. dun ever try it. so mochi's still the best. haha.

went out on 6th. hahah. i love sushi~ love it especially when i'm with him. muahahha.

saw ah neh n his ehem. haha. tot he didnt see mi. but he saw mi anyway. hahas. such a coincidence.

went shopping. i love mickey mouse!! wahaha~

played arcade. i love arcade i guess. hahas. it's fun n exciting. especially when tryin to kill the boss. we shall improve on our skills k darling? hehe.

watched the underworld revolution. after u see it, no wonder it's m18. lol.

went home n slept. poor bf. have to go home alone. no wonder it's oways better to be a gal. tsk tsk.

saw maurice with his gf. say mi somemore. wad onli lor. haha.

went to chalet yest. reached there at bout 6plus. =x hehe. went to cwp to have our meals first. not bad lah the food. pizzahut's pasta n baked rice aint tat bad afterall. den went to the arcade n play for awhile. I GOT MY GOLD CARD!! hehes.

den we took 969 to tampines. den walked around den played arcade again. den took the train to pasir ris. walked around before walking to the chalet. haha.

chalet was boring at first coz there aint much to do. it's until the gift thingy n water bombin when it's more fun. bathed at the public toilet. den went back n have some card games. played murderer. haha. funny seh. anyway some went to sleep while we watch soccer. haha. ASSHOLE CHELSEA. i DUN like U!! blehs.

he came over during the second half of the game. haha. bought mac as a snack coz i wad really starvin. ah bu shocked mi by say 'diana, u one person eat two burgers ar?' but yea, u noe the meaning of share? hahas. anyway it's not wrong to eat two burgers is it? blehss.

we went by the beach hoping to see the sun rise. but yea, didnt managed to see it coz we were at the wrong position. haha. it was damn chilly lor. wonder how he manage it. muz be act onli rite? hahas.

went back to the chalet n slept awhile before leaving. went to bk to have our breakfast. it's nice to have breakfast together sometimes. especially when u dun get to see each other often in the mornin.

he sent mi home. slept on the train. sleep till damn ugly. omg. haha. but well, who cares? he confirm sleep till more ugly than me. HAHA! =P

i love u my darlin. n u're oblige to reply to all my questions here n reply all my SMSes. haha. *muacks.

i'm losing my memory. omg. i'm like forgettin so many things. i cant remember wad i did an hour ago or where i left my stuffs. i'm like so dead. boo~

my body is aching n i've a bloody headache. dammit.

i bite!!

fuck. fuck everything. maybe i'll die of headache or sth or wadeva. but i dun fuckin care. i realli cant be bothered now.

maybe i should have gone drinkin wif shawn yest. maybe i SHOULD HAVE.






no point. realli no point. no point i guess. no point.

maybe i'm juz gonna keep emphasizing tat life sucks till i get depression n maybe i'll kill myself coz of it? hahs.

u dunno how i feel. u juz dun! u dunno how worried i get when u dun answer my calls or reply my sms. but wadeva wadeva. nothing matters anyway. maybe nature should takes its course now. maybe things are going too fast n gettin out of hand. maybe maybe.

`stick, sticky, stuck.

met up wif ifah n waney yest. wahaha. eat, eaten, ate. spend bloody much on food seh. wahaha.

went to far east to have ramen ten. ex seh the food. but nice. den walk around den went to paragon to have dessert. muahaha.

he came over to find mi b4 his work.

den he went off n ifah went off. i went to waney's house. haha. rented vcds. nice sehhh. JUZ MARRIED! so sweet. n tat guy is simply cute n sweet~ muahaha.

had chicken rice again.. but nice lah chicken rice. i love chicken rice! for now lahs. haha.

i'm hungry now. boo!

slept for almost the whole day. bwah! so pig seh. but yea, the medicine is realli taking effect. making up all the sleep tat i've lost. but yea, still, i feel sleepy. think i'm going to bed again. haha. nah, gonna have some food before bed. tsk tsk.

wonder if i can wake up tomorrow. hahas.

i serious think they have broken up. but yea, maybe i'm wrong. BUT, i'm kinda sensitive to this kind of stuffs lor. so maybe i'm rite. hahas.

`to you.

went to the doc. saw brendan n his gf. haha. anyway guys are DESPERATE nowadays. cant u think of new dialouge instead of 'hey, u look familiar. r u alone?' to pick up girls? HAH!

saw jeanie on the way out too. haha. not much change i guess. haha.

played arcade like nobody's business. i'm so dead. haha!

i'm so lacking of leisure n sleep. i NEED SLEEP! haha.

i need work, money n fun. haiz.

maybe it's time to talk again. but yea, lackin of sleep simply spoils my plans of talking. blah blah blahs.

i love chow chow. eh, nah. i love my flip, mochi, fat fat n berry more. tsk tsk. =P

read maurice's blog. sometimes it's nice to noe tat there're someone out there who shares the same thoughts as u.

went to sunplaza juz now. some crazy bitch shouted out 'ah gua ur father ar'. den i was like wtf?! it's not as if we find fault with u in any ways. the prob is we hadnt even met b4. crazy bitch la. i'm so worried tat he's get beaten up some way or another lor. but yea, he's fine all thanks to me~ haha. jk.

too many things to be done la. wanna repaint my wall. haha. orange should be nice. hehe.

i'm like sufferin with serious insonmia, headache, depression n wadeva comes wif insonmia lah. haha. hope the medicine helps!!!! i need to to work so damn much!

time to mug again. ciaos ppl.

today sucks!!

ahh. i'm so going to die.

migraine is like so killing me.

having insonmia is worst.

it's like i'm not gettin any sleep for the past few days.

my brain cant process anymore.

i wanna die lahs. hahs!

saw weiwen a few days back. n somehow he was like looking one kind lah. dunno wad he wan oso. hahas.

i need to get prepared for sup paper. wow. how great?! duhs.


` yo! excuse me miss.